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!Tuesday, July 25, 2006
alrighty.. i am suffering from post work syndrome and pre uni syndrome.. coz i got nothin to do everyday.. i wake up every morning and the first thing i wanna think of is to plan my boring day so tt it wun turn out so boring.. but well.. the result is the same.. boring days..
so my day was considered quite disgusting.. and empty.. well.. i woke up quite late today.. went to a few banks n financial institutions today to settle some money problems with my mum.. went home.. slack ard.. watch tv.. went to sookyee's hse again.. for tt mere 1.5 hours coz she had to go n teach tuition.. so i went home to watch 100% entertainment.. the guests today are twins.. well.. wad happened to gillian? since when is she so fat? or is it her clothes.. but charlene is still so cute.. ahhaz.. while watching tv.. i tot of going out for a run to sweat.. was thinking i am so unfit and my muscles are aching probably coz of no blood circulation for 6 months? so i went for my first run after being so lazy for 6 months.. think i shld continue.. junxian was telling me go n run at least 3 times a week.. well.. i will TRY to fulfill it. ahahz..
hmmm.. life wasn't like the days i was working like hell.. coz i used to fall aslp veri early due to the fact tt i had to start work at 7am everyday.. but now.. i have been slping quite late.. not tt i turn in late.. it's juz tt when i lie on my bed.. i start to think of how uni life wld be.. i guess i am veri scared of a new environment.. and veri scared tt history will repeat.. i knew how it felt like to haf my frens all gone leaving me in an environment which i think everyone juz suck and i cannot click with them.. thinking of how many times i cried in SA when i was in JC1 coz i reeli hate sch.. not tt i dun like to study.. but i dun feel any warmth given by my classmates then.. so.. i am afraid tt will happen again. haix.. am i thinking too much? and going to study.. means i wun haf time to meet my good frens.. meeting up wld be like once in a blue moon.. i dun want this.. perhaps the onli thing i am happy is my bestest fren is going to NBS too.. so.. i shld feel lucky enough.
okie.. n i am going to kbox tml! yesh! again.. tt's my favourite pastime.. well.. this left me thinking.. wad shld i join in NTU? i dun wanna force myself to do things i dun like.. bloody hell.. n i cannot juz mug my 3 yrs away.. without joining anything.. coz i wld look like a mugger without life.. hmm.. wad shld i do? so much to do..
orh.. n i juz received a letter from NTU Nanyang Business School.. saying tt i had to report to this lecture hall by 8.30pm on 7th August... and as i scroll down.. the programmes for the day end at 6pm.. oh my god.. juz kill me.. i dun wish to stay in sch for the whole day juz to get to noe how the sch looks like.. as if showing us ard will guarantee we wun be lost in NBS. so.. i guess i wld hate my first day of school! hope i see familiar faces.
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